Another day 1

Another day 1

Another month and another day 1.

Getting angry and frustrated about this process

thinking we’re going to have to go the IUI route

this sucks

we have one more cycle to try in before we have 3 months where trying is not possible

what happens if IUI doesn’t work?

I’m not willing to inject myself with all kinds of crazy hormones or hedge my bets with IVF

the MS makes everything so complicated

sister in law is pregnant

first try

big shock

We don’t wish they weren’t, it’s just hard not to resent someone who just decides to get pregnant one day and just… does

Realistically I was that person 8/9 years ago with the girls, it happens easily for some. We’re just not those people apparently.

Committed to some prenatal actions right now, back to the gym, back to the strict diet. Cutting 20 lbs off my frame (to start) by end of January.

If we have to take a 3 month breaking in trying, I’ll be damned if I’m going to let that 3 months go to waste. Big physical changes will come that month for sure

Hating this all, hating being so fucking emotional every month

doesn’t help that the obvious signs of ‘not pregnant’ slam you right when the hormones from menstrual cycle hit also


i hate this waiting game


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