This song used to get me through the night
It sounds silly, I know… but it made me angry enough to not call him in those first weeks after I left the ex behind
Sadly, it’s not that easy to throw away reminders of someone you thought loved you enough to change. The reality is, men like the ex don’t change. The ex would go months and months without incident and then something would explode. The cycle of fear and anger just got smaller and smaller and the time line was smaller and smaller until I was constantly walking on eggshells to keep him from losing his temper.